A father yet a monster!

Can you imagine that? A man that is supposed to shape their children towards future but turn into monster because of temptation to fulfill his sexual desire!!

Read this or a shorter version if you didn't know about the news.

I just don't believe it actually happened in this world, no drama. And I agreed so much with Xiaxue's on the judgement that should be taken into consideration.

DailyExpress papers dated on 14th May revealed his explanation why he did that on his daughter. I couldn't get the news online to paste the link for you.

I hated so much on how he said

"I raped her while thinking of my lonely childhood...wanted them to always have someone to play with"

What kind of excuse is that? uugghhh! Sort of like "I love you but yet I'm seeing another person". And that 3 letter words doesn't worth a penny! It's the same meaning I'm trying to portray in Josef Fritzl lame explanation. That's not the focus of the question or the core one.

The most concern issue ... on what does he mean "to always have someone to play with" . Is that "how" he played with the children? which he believed would bring happiness to her childhood? The kids out there, jumping and running around in their wonderland which we confine as playground might have bored them to death then.

Freaking 24 yearssss without sunlight!!! My fingers and toes doesn't enough to sum it all. How did he manage to keep it secret for so long? He claimed that it was his "empire", so no one could ever found out.

How far does the Law take us? Is anyone getting full justice for Elisabeth? Situation like this tends to show us that Law is only used to control the crimes, not to put a full stop into the worst case scenario. It is always GREY, it is never a white as white as snow, neither a black. We've gotta be real, it is pellucid way of the world. Even if you can't take it or believe it, it happened... happened.

.really SICK.SICK!!.

Tam Nak Thai Restaurant

Svadikap! Kap kap kap....

In Thai language, there's alot of kaps. If you did notice.

For many many years, I didn't eat in this restaurant. Thus, Mother's Day dinner ended up in Tam Nak Thai, Api-api Centre. It was raining cats and dogs, strong wind so I didn't get to take a picture of the restaurant's front porch.

But more or less, it looks like this


When I flipped open the menu, all the Caps words are all in Thai! How to order?

They are not stupid also laaa... below every caps, there is description of the dish.


Here are the dishes that we had.


Popia tnt - that's in Thai, I don't know how to pronounce. Like any other spring rolls, but it comes with a kind of sauce with the combination of sweet and sour. Not spicy at all. Spring roll lovers, this is a must-not-miss choice.



For any reasons, how can you miss the Thai specialty right? Of course the Tom Yam soup...hot hot make the soup hot and spicyyy...haha!!


I don't know how this tom yam is transparent one. We asked the waiter, he told us, if you want it to be red, you have to add on money. -_-''' What is that suppose to mean? Tom yam should be red right? So you want tom yam, you need to add money so that it can become tom yam soup? I also don't understand actually.



Goong Ohb Nhei - It's butter prawn cooked in Thai style. Cannot really tell by taste anyway. Sort of chinese cooking and the prawns are small one as you can see. Well, I preferable butter prawn in seafood restaurant.

Gai Pahd Kieng - Pan Fried chicken with young ginger, onion, and black fungus.


But I don't see any black fungus neither taste any.

Last but not least, their zhao pai dish is mango fish. Deep fried and then put mango slice on top.




There isn't any changes in the food menu but indeed the brand new management with a better system and service. If anyone of you that like this restaurant an exception for me maybe it was Mother's Day, the restaurant was full, the food might not turned out to be fabulous on my share.

I would just say a So-So cuisine, my point of view. The chef is originated from Thailand. And I doubt the owner's child of the restaurant read my blog too. (>.<)

Don't really see any proper real Thai restaurant in KK huh?


.this is so-so-licious, i don't mean so so delicious. don't get me wrong.

The different part of my thinking (updated)

At times like this, the urge to document this down overcame my defaults. The different part of my brain works and thinks in different levels and that's what I'm going through right now.

I have my plans and I know very clear what I wanted at the time being. That and this, this and that. Yeah, I sorted it out long ago to make sure things will be in line for this year, short time but yet productive. I did have alternatives as my back up if my major plan couldn't proceed. It's pretty convincing and fine at the moment of planning.

But now, I'm angry, I'm furious. Where is all these heading too? When the plan doesn't even work for like 50% of the possibilities. Fine, second choice is the next step. And it still not going...try and try the other alternatives. I'm exhausted, I can't even think of it now, the opportunities isn't there to make my plan a success. Is that just me being wishful from the very start?

Why at the time when I'm so vulnerable? Why at times, when my emotions conquering much stronger than my civilization? Why at this time? Why?
See all the questions are WHYs!!

God, if this is what you wanted me to feel and experience, you've done it all, full blast. From my top hair to my tip toe, you've make it far way beyond you think I could take it. I'm at the edge to turn hysterical.

Did I just blame Him? I supposed so. And I'm sure to get mails in my inbox very soon!

.empty handed but alive in your Hands.

Update :

Just as I thought, people nudged me in MSN, the moment my post is up!

Thank you for the encouragement, the prayers, the no-comfort (I'm actually looking forward to hear this part, everytime) ;)

No worries, I'm feeling enlighten and relieve.

I feel good now.

I am taller than U!

I was browsing through my last year's photos, bringing back the sweet old memories that had been leave behind.

And so, I'd this picture which I think you might want to have a look - taken in October.

wow!! Who is that man?

Hunchback of the Notre Dame.

I wonder if he is in the Malaysia Book of records or maybe Guinness Book of Records. He needed a stick to sustain him. Big hands and huge feet.


I remembered, he was standing in front of The Ship Restaurant, not doing anything just stand there like a dummie. He doesn't even speak nor smile.

Myriad people came to have a look, not knowing of why was he there actually. But I'm sure he was used to draw the crowds and that man beside him kept cajoling the crowd to dine in the restaurant.

Neither one attracted me. But The Ship is well-known of its steaks with beautiful prices, if you get what I mean.

.me, tall? nope.

Shikai Restaurant

**What did you give to your mother? On prepaid, I'd the cheesecake for her. On postpaid, hhmm...I'll tell you some dayyyy..hehe**

**Pictures in this entry are taken with my mobile phone...sorry for the blurriness, it is all because of my forgetfulness cells is much stronger than the remember cells. =.= but still can see lah...**

The name of this restaurant so not nice ... of all names ... they came across Shikai ... sounds more of shit kai (chicken shit) to me. It doesn't goes smooth to pronounce and please to hear it in chinese like "shi" and then "kai" - I just don't know how to say.

Anyway, I'm here for Mother's Day breakfast...not about the whatsoever name. JANJI SEDAPPP!!! Newly open in StarCity shopping mall serving... look at this and you will know.

Very ZEN~~

Fully furnished with typical ancient style, put aside the brand new furnitures. You don't get to see this in any Chinese restaurant here. Do you?


Wooden chairs that doesn't support your backbone...sakitnya



What's good?

Siau mai & ha kau very soft and smooth

Dim sum I would give a credit. Over here, expect you'll get to see waiter/waitress pushing out the steamer with all the dim sum stacking up high, No you totally don't. You have to order them from the menu and they serve to your table.

Honestly, less choice, but delicious.

On the noodles part, I didn't find any appealing.

Beef noodles....very beefy taste!!

Aiyah..no picture for this zhao pai noodles is "zha kuey tiow" ---> nothing special to me, but my family like it. The "kuey tiow" is been deep fried (so it is crispy) and then sauce spread on top of it, just like wa tan ho.

Cha sau Pau, this one no good.

Won tun

All in all, I only like the Dim Sum. I don't rate this restaurant as average...maybe at the good category. Worth trying, but doesn't worth frequent patron. It's quite pricey though.

If you're not satisfied only dining in...hey this can entertain you!!!


If only you know how to read Chinese characters. Those are China history I supposed.

.Little tiny part of Forbidden City, ya ke?.