28 September 2010

Spring is the awesomest weather!

Great stuff must be share. Therefore my logo proves it all - Sharing is Caring.

I took this last week. The flowers are booming brightly. So beautiful~

 Spring is the best season and I am loving it so much. I felt like I just came alive again from darknest days.

I just took the photos below in less than an hour.

 The pavement that I need to walk everyday except weekends, unless I need too. I walked twice a day, to uni and back. And I took this photo just now with my mobile because the weather is great. 

That's me. In September. After 7 months away from comfort zone.

Are you telling me that I've already put on weight? Look at my face, a little meaty now. I know. Don't remind me again.

Concentrate on the flowers. There just look good. I am only the background. haha!

 This look amazing.


Now I should update about you my ankle condition.

Is it getting better? Taken this morning. It still hurts :( 

But Spring is taking away my :( and replacing it with :D yay!

27 September 2010

Brief Update


My week was so great with lots of events. Let me show you the events details ;)

Saturday :

I was very upset when I reached there for my appointment, the lady told me the goodie bag already finish! How can? I've registered earlier and I had an appointment, how could my goodie bag been taken by someone else!?! Poor management! So, they told me they will send the goodies to my house, let's see whether they really do it!

Sunday & Monday :

*insert study picture*

At home. Trying hard to concentrate my studies. Oh well, you don't need to see my boring sleepy face reading a book. LOL!

Tuesday :

In a suburb - Lakemba for field trip. It is part of my assignment. And now I have to work a report of 2,000 words. FML!

Started to get interesting ;)

Wednesday :

Free movie! I warn you guys out there N.O.W - do not watch this movie, it is really a waste of time and money (unless you adore Zac Efron like crazy). I wouldn't have watch it if it's not free. The best part was, yay! goodie bag! Will show you in my next post ;) Stay Tune!

Thursday :

Unlimited cocktail, sandwiches and dessert! Goshhh!! Damn great. And exchange my dress for another dress. Show you in next post too. (This post is purposely to suspense you) Also, goodie bag again. So so GOODD!

Friday : 

*pictures stolen from 30days of fashion & beauty

Free make up event. Yay! goodie bag again (*.*) Everything free is good.

Saturday :

Guess what?! I wrote 250 words in my assignment. At least I have some production. hehehe... / boo

Sunday :

Malaysia Festival in Tumbalong Park, Darling Harbour.

After all the good stuff . . . one bad news!! :( You guys have to pity my leg. I fell down in Chinatown! Bloody uneven pavement. 

Look like pig's leg now...

Stop laughing ok, please show some compassion after I fed you with good news.

Taken today. Seriously, super swollen now.

Still a little painful. Can't twist or bend. 

End of my mid-break. What about yours?

10 September 2010

Boring Stuff

It's such a boring day to me although I have piles of assignment to finish. Instead, I wasted my time surfing some useless sites, watching tv games shows and cooked. I had fabulous laksa a while ago. YUMS!

When I was in KK, I don't bother to actually list good food on my blog once I've patron one. Everyone knows KK is full of mouth watering food, you can't deny that. Therefore, my goal now is to list the food when I fly back for holiday. But all of you would have know "Jia Siang - sang nyuk mien" or "Kah Hiong - Ngiu Chap", those are really overrated now and the price shot up like nobody's business because there are yummy and everyone wants to eat. I hate food outlets like that, just because alot of people introduce their dishes, they started to gain more customer and their prices increased dramatically damaging the food market industry. Really.

We can now see the prices between kopitiam (coffee shop) and fast food outlet now, almost in the same range. It is really saddening when I favour the kopitiam so much before but now I didn't want too. Hence, we should boikot those kopitiams or restaurant that they hijacked the prices after being on advertisement and recommended. If everyone do this, I am sure the owner wouldn't dare to simply put a label on the noms noms anymore.

Blog properly tomorrow or whenever. okthanksbye!  Happy weekend everyone!

09 September 2010

Step up 3 in 3D

that is my most expensive movie I have ever watch in my life -____- 

I presented my student card and it cost me $21 (additional a dollar for the 3D glasses - so if you are going to watch bring your own and save $1). With the currency conversion, total of RM61 after rounding up. huhu!! The thing is, when I was studying in KL, a movie cost RM10 also I complained and try my best to avoid going to cinema (lucky I am not those movie chaser). IMAX 3D would cost like RM15 and I never even been one before in Malaysia. The reason being is I rather spend the money on good food =.= Since I have been quite kiap siap in KL, I don't think I want to bring that attitude to here now (sorry dadsy,mumsy,bro & sis). If I really don't spend here, I don't think I am going anywhere! I promise to pay back when I work ;)

Talking about 3D, I cried like thrice throughout the movie. It's very inspiring at some part especially on how determine were the dancers in the movie (and that prompted me to write the previous post). In my heart, I am begging for that kind of optimistic attitude >.< Really I am that desperado! One thing I comprehend very well is other people's problem I can actually advised them most of the time but when it comes to my own shits, I will end up moody, discourage, depress and perhaps crying. Just shoot me on my head now. Of all expression, I would cry but it can't solve problem. I always knew that deep within me but I would still cry. Dumbo. LOL!

And I am really quite slow in responding especially when things happen to me or someone scolded me for something. Then after the scene, I recalled back I would say "why I am so dumb, why don't I just scold her back". It's my neuron in the brain and mouth couldn't connect fast enough to strike back! Like when my mobile got stole in front of my eyes, the normal reaction is to see anything beside you or a rock to throw on the thief right? I would be standing there froze for like 10 seconds with tears started forming while looking at the thief ran away and by the time I gained my civilization, I would scream for help. Anyway, I am just that silly sometimes.

Oh well, everyone should watch Step Up 3. I love the good selections of music with the unexpectable background - warehouse. There is one thing that people don't know that I actually love to dance but it is always not pursue for the thought of not having good friends to dance together and there wasn't any nice dance studio back home. I got so many wants to do in life but never got them in my hands like taking part in competitions representating my school or my state and being one of the editorial board in school. I am 22 this year and what do I really want in my life now?

Any suggestions? What kind of jobs you think would suit me or what kind of life or ideal man? I am going way too much now. HAHA! But anyway, thanks for your contribution in my comment box ;)

04 September 2010

Process or the end result?

"If you don't stumble,you won't learn"

Everyone says this. Yes, I understand. But I really think I am always very "hak" generally in my life. Or did I actually miss counted my blessings? Or did I merely put myself in miserable situation? Come to think of it, I always find myself dealing with some kind of awful situations. Would you value the journey to the destination or the destination more than a journey? Probably you feel confused, perhaps I should say would you value the process more or the end result?

If I am asking for both to be valueable - the process and the end result, is it too much? Again, people said if you don't go through the hard life/process, you won't grow/learn. The malay saying "susah-susah dahulu, senang-senang kemudian'.

Just like the situation that I am having now. I threw RM 150 000 into my education and not enjoying my uni life (many external factors, is another post for another day) either not traveling much in Australia. This is done because for an oversea degree for a better life and better job in future. Now you see the process is not enjoyable but the future is more promising. Does it worth while? If uni life is enjoyable and the future is promising, this sounds so great right? Good things is never on my side.

If I were to look back and tell you some real life stories . . . I really could bring you to a very emotional situation. 

#1 : I was studying In Taylor's PJ before and I didn't really enjoyed as much as I should have. Probably that time I really missed out some fun, but not really, I did get a good friend after all. Maybe I was a bit emotional because my dadsy wasn't working, he lost his business and I was in freaking Taylor's. The same time I didn't like KL at all. And I did a diploma and was really hopeful to go oversea very much as I visualized myself to be happier in a better place of the world, away from Malaysia government for some time. As always, I felt miserable when I was taking the public transport, how inconvenient it would be and how inconsiderate of all those people in public. Again, I visualized Australians are more civilized.

#2 : After I grad diploma, I went back home to work for a year hoping to go oversea the following year. I knew that if I don't do this, I wouldn't have the chance to study oversea (maybe for masters, but again, I don't think I am that intelligient to go for it) and by that time my dadsy got a real good job therefore, I am where I am now. 

#3 : During the first year of work, (ended up 2 years all together because I miss the uni intake eventually) I was doing some odd jobs and then part time and then a full time job for like 3 months because the director was really bossy and typical chinese man, "do what I instruct, no opinions are accepted" and the attitude of "polish my shoes more and I will favour you more". I had really hard time to deal with people like that and quitted when I got another job in a hotel. The starting was quite OKAY I would say, not really fascinating or anything to be excited about, just that I don't have to worry of what to wear to work everyday and what to eat for lunch, as both were provided. Politics started to creep into my working life and I have been accused uncountable times for doing mistakes which I didn't do it and dealing with evil managers for making the subordinates suffered. The prime reason of them were to make my life under their controls like they scolded me and put me as the black sheep, the next day they brought me out for awesome lunch to buy my trust back. Take that shit! I were there for like a year more and then quitted to fly to Australia.

#4 Studying oversea has always been my dream since I was probably 15 or 16. I was chosen into Science class when I was 16 but my dadsy pulled it off and changed me to Commerce. It was because dadsy wasn't working and I actually gave him the plan of my tuitions that I needed to stay competative in the class until I sat for my high school certificate. Probably dadsy saw all the tuitions I had noted down and the amount he needed to pay was far more than he could afford at that time. As a dad, they wouldn't tell you that they couldn't afford to pay for your tuition when you were only 16 because they thought you wouldn't comprehend the hardship of earning money. Well, I think this is wrong. Instead my dadsy asked me what I wanted to be. I was 16, I wasn't sure which road I would want to take in the future and I haven't discovered my outstanding skills or interests just yet. For that reason, my dadsy thought I shouldn't study Science at all. It's the worst feeling ever when I got seperated from all my good friends that I've been together for the past 3 years in high school. Imagine that! 

#5 See where I am now . . . in Australia! That is something to be happy about, there is something to celebrate, don't you think so? This journey again didn't turn out to be the one that I have visualized before I got my feet in this foreign land. I am sure many of you would have watch lots of Hollywood movies and how all this uni students got together to studies, work part time, party and mingle around uni. Are all the movies just a myth and there were prolly just a show to put up? I don't get it at all. I didn't have a feel of that kind of uni moment in my life yet! And everything didn't work out so well as I have thought it would be since I arrived. For some reason, it had answered to a broken relationship that I don't think we will ever mend back anytime in the near future because everyone has changed. Changed!! No matter what blood connection we have ever since our ancestor or so, it is not a fact to keep us together, but is the world the way we perceived and whom chose to follow. Am I going too depth?

As I thought would it be worth to do all these and get an oversea degree and end in a debt that I didn't want too? If this is an enticing journey, I am 100% sure I don't mind paying that debt for such awesome once in a lifetime experience. Again it leads me to no where now but to F* this shit as there is no turning back but to get that expensive piece of paper to plan my life further for a great journey and promising future. I don't want to end up where I have been for all these years.

I guess this is the first time in my blog I actually wrote something so personal. Maybe because the psychology studies has creeped into some part of my life now.

Facebook syndrome

How many hours do you login into facebook in a day? Frankly speaking, facebook wasn't my interest and until now if you would ask me whether I have master all the features or play all the games online through facebook stuff like that... my answer is definitely a BIG no.

Perhaps I log into facebook now more often than I ever did before since I have an account. Thanks to 3 for providing me such a cheap internet which once I signed up, automatically I can access facebook for free. Hence, I end up login more during long traveling hours.

Anyway, I want to share about this Facebook thing that people are all overwelming and possibly couldn't live without it by now. Everywhere you go, even in library computers or computer labs or even mobile phones are captured with the facebook history. Believe me not, go check it out in your office computers, probably the facebook is the mostly visited site. (If only your company didn't lock the site, lol)

This is also mean to say, almost everyone has a facebook account no matter what ages. I am going to show you my conversation between a Lau Ah Pek (old man).

Don't know how he came across me. I mean I am so far away...oh well, world without borders!

Then I continued to play him more :

He said I am being offensive. SO WHAT??!! Aren't he felt disgusting of himself for messaging countless girl in facebook? I am sorry with the opposite sex that actually buy his words. FTW!! Of course I look older than 18, I can proudly admit it here, in my blog, I just want to fool him.

Some more mentioned my dad...!!

Reported him straight away after that!! And blocked him.

Old man looking for love or put it in harsh words, looking for sexuality. BOO!