This post is not to amuse your attention. Skip this! It has nothing to do with you and you wouldn't wanna know.
I just blogged a few hours ago. At 4.22am now, I'm here in front of my look-light notebook indeed a heavy one. I must be crazy! Yes, I AM! This hour, this time, I should be snoring and dreaming away in my humongous single bed which can fit two person, with my smelling good blanket and my bolster, a must. Today, isn't a good one, for no reason, I've taken my supper yet I'm still an owl! What the Heck!
Windows Media Player is at work, to bring me to cloud9, giving me the pleasures of comfort and recharging my batteries! To no avail, I'm still stuck in between. Songs and Months. Two different issues bringing one ambiguous of rewind plays and one hand a complete smear step to board the flight. I hate the feeling before the break of dawn, especially right now, in this caliginous room alone, when the television is looking at me, sofas are nicely made and I, focusing my fingers on the keyboard while my eyes a few inches apart from the monitor screen.
A few songs; English, Chinese and Malay had been played. Each with a start but without an ending. I didn't know why but they were this way once upon a time until today it remains. You wouldn't know too because only one know why, the truth lies behind the songs of once bringing joy, bliss and wonderfulness, now is gone bringing unwanted reminiscence. I don't care that matter but I care one and only matter. One only, is that too much I'm asking for?
Now the months. Urgh! 2008 for better for worst - I am still not going to give a death sentence when the year is not ended yet. A month closer to make a decision, between two answers of Yes and No. If I skipped this chance, I'm gonna wait until next year....I'm saying next year 2009! Why there's myriad of decisions to make?
I wouldn't know whether this post will remain, because previously I posted many, on a whim, I deleted them. Only if you were lucky, you did catch a glimpse. Not once, came to uncountable times, I reconcile with the fact, I'm not here to rant and babble! That's was why my heading wasn't welcoming.
Could you please do me a favor? A post is a post? Let the voices remain here, no sights of whispering, you can, but not physically. Thank you!
Electricity are rising too, I guess its time to save energy as well.
I'm done ranting!
Surprise? No. I've realize there are skills I needed to pick up long ago which I find it to be way beyond my reach. Probably, the gen, I was born to be like this. Not fair. However if there's a will, there's a way. Why couldn't I make my way through it? Why is it so freaking difficult to be one when others can do it with a snap of their fingers?! I AM LOUSY! I SUCKED! I don't usually say this, but this hour, cannot deny the rough waves of emotions. wwwwuuuuu....
5. Thick Face (depends on situation)
Useful for making business or perhaps getting what I desire. I am super damn shy to newly meet people, although people that already knew me strongly convinced I'm friendly but to strangers, don't hope! Example : First day of work, I wouldn't ask other staffs to lunch with me. Worst come to worst, don't eat lunch!!! *see how shy I could be*
4. Rejection.
It can be done both ways; cruel or polite. Unable to do for the first attempt because I'll screwed everything in the end. When I tried being polite, people couldn't get me, perhaps I send the wrong messages. Which line do I fall now?
3. Dare to start, dare to end.
What kind of phrase is this? Argh, even I, myself couldn't understand. How I wished I could be like any other girls down the block, turn their backs and walk away as if nothing recorded in the history. Seeing it as a perfect tool towards happiness. And they sing loudly to you with a heavy shrug, "Babey, life goes on."
2. Instant reply.
I've problem with this especially towards older people eg. uncle and aunties. I can't find myself to answer appropriately yet saying something else that isn't very relevant. WTFish! Yes, I'm that bimbo! All I need is the courage to just answer what I think I should, simple!
1. Love myself.
Of all, dreaming in the cloud9, I need to learn to love myself, no matter what, in any cases, Me. The object. The subject. A way to paint more colours. Red. Blue. Green. Yellow. White. and the list goes on. Perhaps, I don't even recognized my special me, fathom my own life. Ridiculous. Nonetheless, I'm still Clara! :D
This picture, in my camera, don't know from where and whom took charged.
1.00 am and my stomach is crying...yeah FooDDD!!!
.supper time.
Me : Eh, boss had your lunch already?
Boss : Yup, I ate two breads only. No money to eat!
Me : Wahh, boss why you talk like that? You eat bread; no money, I meh eat grass!!!!
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Friend : Ui, I'm reading your blog ohh..so banyak tempat makan-makan o.
Me : Yupp, my family go out and eat once a week. But now 2.70 sudah how to eat? Really eat grass lah this time!!!
This is an outdated post, but I don't care because it's about food anyway, how outdated could it be, when you need it everyday to fill your stomach, your satisfaction, your largest hierarchy desire....owhh owhh, I'm going too far!!!
A restaurant located in a hidden place, I find difficulties in describing, SERIOUSLY!! I'm going to try my best, so when you get lost in between, don't freak out!!
At the Lintas and KKIA link road, you will come to a very dark junction, notice on the Monsopiad Cultural Village signboard. When you see it, turn into that junction (the road direction to KKIA) , it's about 500 meters behind the KKIA traffic light. There wasn't any street light, but don't be afraid, as you drive a little more further you'll see a very bright restaurant, Garderia Restaurant; if only I've not mistaken but it is more known as restaurant by the river side to me because of it's nature location. :)
Let me show you some alive animals before they were turn into edible one for common humans like me and you, or maybe not! Because you love "exotic" food. yee haa..
Well well...nothing to shout about because it is just normal bahh...frog only lorr...
But we didn't order it as there were kids eating together and they won't know how to eat though, even me; I DON'T KNOW!
Here you go the dishes of the day...
Deep fried to-fu sweet and sour sauce; I forget the name laahh...but the kids love this. Good one! I can't deny the softness once you bite it~~ and the sauce to mix well with your rice. Gahh..I'm hunrgy! 1.57 am now ....(forget about it)
Kangkung Belacan. You just don't know how fresh it was. DIVINE!!! The cook for sure got supernatural skills in frying it to the right timing. Really create the i-want-more feel.
ahh...this one my favvvvv!!!!!!!! Now you tell me how can it be no good? This type of butter prawn is different because as you can see the yellowish; butter covered the sight of the prawns. Fingers licking good!!
Chicken with light soya sauce. Not bad after all ... I still preferred the butter prawn.
The good one always have to be the last.
Butter crab. Geng lah this one...First time, crab cooked butter~~ I always eat the different type of crab cooking but not this one.
This place is hot but if you're boring of the fine dining in Ocean Seafood or Portview, this could be an alternative for home-feel dining come in reasonable prices. This place is hot, put on your short pants and singlet will do.
And I saw someone celebrated birthday on the other table; the food couldn't be bad right??
.Butter PRAWN!!!.
GSC is giving out free movie tickets in conjunction of the newly open GSC in 1Borneo. You can get the coupon from newspaper or go to www.gsc.com.my. It is only valid until June 4.
I've been procrastinating to post recently, yeah because it was Sabah's Holiday - Pesta Kaamatan. And I discovered my blog serves more in providing information, laughter the best medicine, reviews and food for thought more than my own babbling which I know you wouldn't want to know though. In that way, perhaps it is either I blog the points or I just leave it without updating...
Anyway Anyway, I'm gonna exercise your brain a bit today albeit is Monday Blues.
The term forgive and forget. Does it applicable? Or forget and forgive sounds much easier to put into practice? You might find it no difference. But let me explain a bit.
Forgive and Forget
You forgive first then you forget. Can you forgive when there's someone that really hurt and you can just easily forgo your emotions? And that you still remember what really happened?
that's for forgive and forget, what about forget and forgive?
You forget how the matter started, so barely you can't remember well, why did the issue was brought up at the first place and then you find there's no point about it. Finally you forgive? Either there's this someone that hurt you, but sooner or later you forget the little little part of the hurt and leads you to bit by bit in forgiving?
Which one do you find it more relevant to really forgive? You cannot don't forgive a person because I'm sure one day you will forget about it when there are other more concerning issue to be taken care off.
I stand on forget and forgive, but... in English context forgive and forget only exist. See, something for you to ponder right?
Okay another one. I'm not gonna damaged you brain~~ Got this in my inbox.
How funny that could be?
Nahh...photo lahh, since some of you come here for photos only. =) yee haa!!!!
I like the cradle...Beca, wish I could sit on it, not the spices!!
.whistling away~~.
We are cute!!!
OMG!! see...pandai berposing...GILA ehh!!!
I'm cool, handsome tak i??
