My nickname Ladylike

Some people have been asking why do I address myself LADYLIKE in my blog and MSN. Okay the thing is, I adopted this nick many many years ago.

A brand of an apparel

Rewind back. During the Mirc World, where everyone is crazy about chatting online. You need to give yourself a nick. I've forgotten how many nicks I did change throughout the years, when people keep using my nick, I changed and changed.

Not until one day, I was thought by someone to register my nick Ladylike. From then on, I've been using it until today.

But the truth is I am not as LADYLIKE as you thought when you hear this sweet nick.

RRRROOOOAAARRR!!!!!!!!!!!!

And so there's a lot of things that you see on the surface isn't me. :S


Like my nickname, but at least I'm still the girl next door that you wanna bring home. :P Although I am not that ladylike, ya know.


Si kucing even said this to me your look is like-a-bitch-but-not-a-bitch.


DAMN!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOOK LIKE BITCH???!!!!! Do you know how serious it is?

MANNNN!!! and there's why this english phrase exist : DON'T JUDGE ITS' BOOK BY ITS' COVER!!

it is very very true babeyyyy...!!

.stop judging me now. :)) I "lap" u!!!

Four things to talk about

1. My current obsession is eating Soto during the wee hours. It is just for the time being I'm sure and that is why I'm eating supper almost EVERY night. When you felt cold and then you take something hot, it felt so soothing! It is becoming a habit now. Maybe I'll try to do a compilation of Soto in KK and counting down to the most delicious Soto I've ever tried.

2. Despite eating supper every night, I lost 2kgs!!
WHAT THE HECK!!!
I'm freaking sad when I weight myself. Is it something wrong with the scaler? 2kgs mann...it's damn hard for me to gain them back!!! Do you guys have any suggestion? I tried vitamins and milk powder before but there wasn't any effect. *sigh*

3. Good news!!! Very Good one. I think I'm finally cured from the self sickness. Ok, this sickness can only be cured by myself which mean none can help me but only to give their support. Home is the best place to cure it. Hehehe! Because there's where my heart is!

4. Since I'm cured by now, I guess it's time to take up the challenge ahead. ;)
Taylor's last intake for this year is just around the corner, in like, a week time. Many of my friends are persuading me to go back, any how, don't think I wanna go back there yet. Wasn't sure is it the best choice.

but....I really REALLY wanna fly off....fly to somewhere else!!!!!!!!!!! for a new air, new environment, new people, everything new!!

.my little voice here.

Happy Birthday to the Queen

For every lawful command is ordered, you need to obey. With that, she is the Queen.

Mango cake

BLESSED BIRTHDAY TO MAMA!!!!

No big makan yet because the King is not around. The Queen is waiting for the King's homecoming for a petite family feast.

.muakzzz.

The 9th Hour

8 hours of silence. 8 hours of shaky trees. 8 hours of million rushing thoughts. 8 hours of butterflies in the stomach. 8 hours of body upset.

Nothing related paint the picture.

The 9th hour came, the shadows were seen, voices were heard, music were played.

As in nothing had happened.

I am one of the finalist for the Confusion Award.

Urrgghhh!!

Are you confused? Even the master doesn't know what is she talking about!

.people say it's great.

A normal evening

could bring changes for good if only one opens its' door for the goodness to take the victory. The goodness is too good to be true, too good to be real.

The motion is like a tornado, I couldn't stop it for it comes overwhelming everyday without any symptoms. The tornado of good and bad is in the package, you can't just choose one, because simply you just can't.

I felt it at that very moment. But not after that. And I think too far, too rational, too reasonable, too civilize. It is just ME, why couldn't I take another slightly different path however leading to the dream ending which you and I anticipate? Why couldn't I leave behind the rational thoughts, reasonable reasons and civilize acts for once?

Modeling for the unique chair

SIMPLY BECAUSE I'VE BEEN BROUGHT UP TO THINK THIS WAY AND ACT THE RIGHT ATTITUDE.

I won the Most Pain Award last year but today, it has been taken by someone else, someone that I have no knowledge off. Finally the award is taken away which I have been praying all this while. Thank you! :) But to that someone who had taken it, you'll need to give it away some time, some day, for other people to grow and learn.

Now, I'm one of the nominees for the Confusion Award. Will I win it? Please, I don't think I need that title. I'm supporting the other nominees, I had enough for the time being.

Well......

A round of applause,
Take your bow and take your hat put it on your left chest.
Your show, excellent. You won!
Very entertaining, very real, very convincing.
But not anymore.
The curtain falls.

It's the time to say Goodbye. It's the time to change. We will see how it turn to be later...lets say about 8 hours from now?

.shouldn't be hurry.